So what now?

So summer is officially over. The saddest time of the year is about to start. It is called autumn and winter. I had one of my best summers ever because as you know I quit my job and saved some money to enjoy my summer and a few more months after that. I was the friend this summer who was always available when someone wanted to grab lunch or have a few drinks in the sun. I loved it!

But now that summer is over I have to start applying for jobs and let me tell you it is pretty overwhelming. I did not get the epiphany I was expecting and finally realized what I wanted to do with my life. So after coming back from a beautiful vacation with my mom to Jamaica. I will write about that in another blog post. Back to being overwhelmed and not knowing what to do with my life.

When I was in Jamaica I had some time to be alone and sit with my thoughts. During those moments I was even thinking about subletting my house so I can go away for at least 6 months to a sunnier place. The older I get the more I realize that this Dutch weather is not for me. I am always so happy when there is some sun even when life is falling apart, the sun makes everything better.

I am just ranting in this post and it feels good to just type away my thoughts. I don’t even know if anybody will ever read this. If someone does that’s great but it’s very therapeutic so it’s a win-win either way.

A few more things and I am going to end this post for today. I am going to finally start reading a book per week. I have a pile that is waiting for me. I will write about that next week. I will write the titles and what I thought about the book. I also have two courses that I started at the beginning of this year which I want to finish by the end of February 2023. I am writing this because I want to hold myself accountable and achieve these goals.

Anyway back to go planning my week and cross off some things on it like this blog post.

Loving and leaving you right now. See you in the next post. Thanks for reading.

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