Idea

 Am I actually posting weekly now?? Who am I?

I have been walking around with this idea. I have a name and everything for this ” event”. I can think about things again now that I have this job where I am at ease and relaxed but you already know this cause I have talked about my new job in my previous post. 

I want to organize an event for women where we will get together, have some drinks, bites, music, and talk about life in a fun, safe setting but again mostly fun setting.  I have been thinking about this for years now because when I was stuck and didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life, I could always read about solutions but never talk to people who are going through the same thing. Not that I am not stuck anymore but I am less stuck. I still don’t have my dream job but I am happier with my job now. I have a few months before I’ll have to start thinking about my next step.

I have written out a whole plan but now that I have this plan, I am wondering if people are even interested in such an event. I will put an Instagram poll on my story and see what the girlies think about this idea. You know how you always see people do stuff and you admire them but once it’s your idea you think it’s silly well that’s how I feel right now but it’s ok cause if I never do it, I will never know. I am all excited and nervous at the same time to even press publish on this post. I guess this is what they call imposter syndrome. They might as well put my picture next to the word in the dictionary πŸ˜œ

Things we will talk about are for example,  life in general, relationships, parenting or not wanting to parent, dating, work, not knowing what you want, etc. I want to do this because we can inspire each other to take steps you have never thought of before. I want to book a location in Rotterdam where we can do this and see how it goes. 

I can’t wait to tell you more but first I need to know if this is something my ladies would like to attend. This is a short post because I still have to figure some stuff out but I really hope to do this little “event”  in February or March. 

Back to work now. My students haven’t arrived yet so I am going to enjoy this quiet moment before they all enter the classroom. 

Talk to you again next week and feel free to leave a comment here on FB about this idea or slide in my DMs on Instagram to let me know what you think πŸ™‚  

Job Update

Here we are again after another little break from posting. I guess we can all see where my problems start and end…..CONSISTENCYπŸ™ˆ This is my problem with going to the gym, finishing a book, etc. Now that I have turned 45 it’s time to work on that.
I will write a post about turning 45 next week or the week after that because I have a few topics I would like to write about. I will tell you how I feel and how I view life now that the big 50 is on its way.

Now back to my new job. I absolutely love it. I mean it’s not something I will do for the next 5 years but for now, it’s lovely. The students are great and so are my co-workers. You get to do a lot on your own which I love. 

Now what’s ironic about my job is that I get to plan and make schedules for my students so that they get their shit together whilst parts of my life are a mess LOL! I need to start taking my own advice and get my own shit together. Hey, it’s almost 2023 so I can write this down as a New Years’ resolution, and hopefully, by this time next year, I can say that I know what I want to do with life and that consistency and I are in a very healthy relationship. 

But for now, I don’t have much to tell you about the job except that I have zero regrets about taking this step. I needed this and now my mind has the energy to start thinking about my next steps whilst making money. 

Conclusion: 

  •  I like it a lot. 
  • I am happy that I don’t need to get mad at pupils every day.
  •  I LOVE that I don’t wake up and feel bad that I have to go to work. ( I mean I would still prefer to stay in bed all day but the way these bills ain’t getting any less, we need to get up and go to work.
  • I am also glad to see that I can still learn new things because after standing in front of a class for 20+ years I started to think my brain was numb. 
Talk to you next week and thanks for reading πŸ™‚ 


p.s for the people that read this blog, if you have a topic you would like me to talk about just let me know. To my surprise quite a few people message me that they do read it and I am so happy about that. Thanxxx again.